August 31, 2009 I don't know how long more can I stay here. Hope to hear some good news next week.
-nIx- @ [[1:13 PM]]
August 30, 2009 troubled mind..
-nIx- @ [[9:21 PM]]
August 27, 2009 loving my new ride!! whee~
-nIx- @ [[9:30 PM]]
August 25, 2009 I cannot sleep(kinda)!!!
-nIx- @ [[12:25 AM]]
August 23, 2009 Can't wait till Tuesday!
(This is what happens when a noob asks a "pro" some questions)
侍 mess_ 侍 says: no 2t is lubricant petrol is petrol nix__* 220809 :D says: how come 侍 mess_ 侍 says: u think of human la u eat food to get energy nix__* 220809 :D says: if got no 2t the piston wil jam 侍 mess_ 侍 says: yes the piston is like sexual intercourse nix__* 220809 :D says: wth 侍 mess_ 侍 says: when you run your bike the thing move in and out nix__* 220809 :D says: nice analogy 侍 mess_ 侍 says: like sex like that la then if move too fast no lubricant pain then must see doctor so u must put lub if not piston jam go bike shop liao
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AHAHAHA.
-nIx- @ [[11:16 PM]]
August 22, 2009 Nix is dead broke. I think I spent a total of $1k ytd. I think I need to survive on air and love now haha.
-nIx- @ [[11:27 PM]]
August 19, 2009 Hungry and feel like puking because of the taxi ride. Crazy driver. Red light wanna go, slow speed he tail the person in front. Always in a hurry to go and so I had many bouts of accelerate and brakes. Crazy!!!
I am hungry hungry hungry. Tmr is Thursday, followed by Friday, followed by the weekends where everything will somehow set itself right(I hope)!
-nIx- @ [[10:12 PM]]
August 18, 2009 Then again, I want (fill in the blank) more than I want my toy! Hmms?
-nIx- @ [[1:53 AM]]
Either I go broke today or broke in a month's time. I hope it's today.
-nIx- @ [[1:36 AM]]
August 16, 2009 Nix wishes for better tomorrows! Will that happen?
-nIx- @ [[9:42 PM]]
I just wanna hold on tight to everything that's so dear to me and never let go, but will the circumstances around me allow me to? I can't ascertain.
2 more days (hopefully) to my new ride. I haven't told mum. Updated that my future toy has new scratches as of today. Kill me. ):
-nIx- @ [[12:44 PM]]
August 15, 2009 Funny even how the simplest of ice cream can make me feel so much better.
I'm not so much of a fan of Mc Donalds ice cream but when the need for ice cream calls at an unearthly hour (ie 1am), the only place one can only think of is the 24hour outlets.
And so I borrowed the car and went down together with b cube and ordered a strawberry sundae. Not so much of a fan of sour stuff and so I haven't tried it before. Appartently the sundae tasted the nicest out of all the flavours and types of ice cream.
Met a few drivers who shouldn't be on the roads and probably one drunk driver who signalled left but changed to the right and kept swerving between lanes. Madness.
-nIx- @ [[8:15 PM]]
August 14, 2009 I guess to a certain extent I'm still very much like a little girl. Even though I've started earning my own money to be able to spend it wherever I want to, I'm still affected by the opinion and acceptance of the people around me, especially when it comes to pretty major decisions in life.
Sometimes I just stubbornly am all set to go ahead with something but I still feel the need to obtain the assurance or go ahead from the person I'm asking. And no matter how negative the person's reaction may be I keep trying to psycho the person until the person says either a "yes" or relents with "do what you want" (ie. my mum on my piercing - which I am still very much infatuated with)
And to you, I know I always get worried and constantly bug you to be careful a million times. Soon it'll be my turn to get my beloved toy. I promise I'll be careful, you can have my word on that k? If at any point in time I find myself too addicted, endangered or endangering others in any manner I'll sell it away. Just let me have the chance to feel what it's like to be free to roam about and explore places I've never seen before (assuming I get lost so easily this wouldn't be a problem) without worrying how late I can stay out.
Feeling really sad over my colleague who served her last day today. Sigh. No more crazy lady to entertain the whole office anymore. I want ice cream but its midnight plus I have nobody to call at such crazy hour. Double sigh. ):
-nIx- @ [[11:55 AM]]
August 13, 2009 Time passes by very fast when you're enjoying something. I like my job for now. This week marks the 7th colleague leaving in the span of 3weeks, plus no new staff. Office is so quiet, not my problem. The only problem I see is that I'll definitely miss my colleague that's leaving tmr!
-nIx- @ [[11:38 PM]]
5 more days. Yay. I can't count well when I'm excited. I actually counted 4days while I was bathing - Fri, Sat, Mon, Tue! Then I thought, wow that's really fast. It chanced on me that I may have counted wrongly so I counted twice and realised I missed out on Sunday.
Oh wow.
Then again, big hole burnt in my pocket! I don't know when I'm going to ever reach my targeted savings amount :(
-nIx- @ [[10:47 PM]]
August 11, 2009 I learn something new at work everyday. Today I learnt about the calculation of CPF contributions for salaries below $1.5k. The client was really patient with me asking her many questions. Then again, I haven't came across any companies which have many people below 1.5k monthly pay?
-nIx- @ [[11:25 PM]]
August 10, 2009 WTH hahaha. Now I owe my mum almost $400 in Singtel bills. No wonder she hasn't been complaining about my high usage. I am so broke! I think I will take another full year of WORKING before I can even hit my 5digit savings :(
-nIx- @ [[10:19 AM]]
I've been hopelessly sleeping every moment away and dragging myself out of bed just for meals. I feel so super tired. I wonder whether its me falling sick or the weather?
Someone once asked me what I'm afraid of, at that moment I couldn't think of any. Right now after a few nightmares the last few nights, I think I know what fear is.
-nIx- @ [[12:41 AM]]
August 08, 2009 Have problems sleeping a healthy range of a minimum of 8 hours thanks to a) really bad nightmares b) me being too over enthusiastic about the beloved repsol.
But today I spent almost the whole day at home sleeping because my muscles are aching. Boohoo. I have low stamina.
-nIx- @ [[10:54 PM]]
Life has been basically filled with work, work, work, work, work but then again I did a lot of catching up with my friends from all walks of life (pri sch, sec sch, acca, home-fix, OZ, superteens, office, etc) both online and offline.
Work aside, everything's just been greattttttttttt! :D
Some recap of what I did one day. I've never experienced this before, nor will I understand why ladies like to shop so much but for the first time in my life I saw this super nice white jacket and I really had to get it. I found myself pacing back and forth, eyeing that lady and when she actually bought it I headed to the next outlet to get it.... at a super cheap price some more. Wahaha.
I've got a wishlist for my birthday. I want that standing me to you bear holding something (I forgot what) I saw at Taka!! It's absolutely CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Any volunteers?
1.5 more weeks to Repsol. Whee~
-nIx- @ [[10:17 AM]]
August 02, 2009 I think I'm so gonna die at work tmr onwards. OT OT OT~ Kill me. At least I have something to look forward to. 18 Aug! :)
-nIx- @ [[11:21 PM]]
August 01, 2009
; my promise to myself.
No matter where life would take me from now on, I still want to, and must be the same nix that people know me as.
No matter how fun or disastrous its gonna be, I must still not forget my roots nor the people around me. I must be responsible for my actions and not look back and say I regret this decision.
And if there is to be any changes, I'd like them to be positive & for my own benefit.
So with every step I take, I shall look forward to my neverending passion ; my passion for improvement & achievement of my goals.
I've been really happy with myself so far :D
No more eyeing expensive hobbies next time please.